Transformation of Planes
I have been wanting to transform myself for many years which has been half my life. As I get older, the number has been growing faster and faster. Throughout that time, I was in different cities and with people who didn't really know me, so I didn't really think about changing myself during those times. Since, I have known what I wanted to do, there has been times where people haven't understood me as I don't present a certain way.
Transformation of my appearance is in my mind everyday which makes me cry. Since, I started to blog about improving my life, this has made me very happy. The happiness seems to have taken over my crying which I do less and less these days. Maybe actually seeing what I want to change has really made me feel better and knowing that change can come.
The picture above is how I feel these days but even with that said, I wish my transformation would happen faster. Even the person in the photo has cooler boots on then I could have until the transformation starts. Sitting in a box everyday would make a whole lot of sense to think about life without anyone knowing I am around.
Beyond that, I see tons of people flying around the world which is great but do people really need to fly to get everywhere? I know the speed of planes is much faster then anything that can happen on land at the moment but for short flies that is a waste.
I have travelled by plane before but I really like to use the train as more comfortable and very smooth to ride. Even if I do travel which is rare as I seen to get outside of the city I live in, for more then a few hours, only once in a year. There are places I have been wanting to visit but doing them alone is not always safe and can be lonely too.
Transformation of my appearance is in my mind everyday which makes me cry. Since, I started to blog about improving my life, this has made me very happy. The happiness seems to have taken over my crying which I do less and less these days. Maybe actually seeing what I want to change has really made me feel better and knowing that change can come.
The picture above is how I feel these days but even with that said, I wish my transformation would happen faster. Even the person in the photo has cooler boots on then I could have until the transformation starts. Sitting in a box everyday would make a whole lot of sense to think about life without anyone knowing I am around.
Beyond that, I see tons of people flying around the world which is great but do people really need to fly to get everywhere? I know the speed of planes is much faster then anything that can happen on land at the moment but for short flies that is a waste.
I have travelled by plane before but I really like to use the train as more comfortable and very smooth to ride. Even if I do travel which is rare as I seen to get outside of the city I live in, for more then a few hours, only once in a year. There are places I have been wanting to visit but doing them alone is not always safe and can be lonely too.
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